I am haging by a loose thread,
One wrong move and it will brake.
If it breaks i will fall forever,
Into a bottom less pit.
There is hate all around me,
I can't take it anymore.
I just want love and security,
and to feel safe again.
I just want to kill myself,
To end all of this hate and pain inside me.
Just one slice of the throat and i will be gone,
Will anyone miss me or will they even care?
Just one drop of blood will make me happy,
And make me forget all the hate i get at home.
Just the sight of the blade will bring horrible thoughts,
Does any one love me anymore.
I am just better off alone.
This house is not a home,
I don't feel welcome.
I know my mom loves me,
But does my dad even care.
I scream at myself,
Blaming it all on me.
I just cut and cut,
and bleed and bleed.
I feel like my parents are leaning on me,
I just go crazy.
I just want guidance from above,
I just want someone to love me.
People just make me so mad,
To make me look like a loose cannon.
He stands in the dark alone and cold
Unable to see what he wants.
The horrible thoughts flood his mind
Like the rains of spring.
She looks at him in the distance
Scared to talk, afraid of the words.
He sits trembling all over
With unmistakeable in his eyes.
He prays for the courage but not the cure
The scars on his skin are forever lasting.
He wisheshe could have done more
She looks at him with tear in her eyes.
He takes out the knife that causes him pain
She lowers her head, the thoughts are unbearable.
He puts it to his skin with the fear in his eyes
She walks up to him, gently holding his hand.
He looks up at her, the tears
This is to a friend that is so dear,
Who respects people who are straight or queer.
This is to a friend so close,
She will never turn the hose.
This is to a friend that here favorite saying is "Dead Fuzzy Bunny"
Thank god she does not sat hunny.
This is to a friend,
I make a Toast...
If I give you a rose, will you hold it close to your heart?
If I give you a hug, will you hug me back?
If I give you a kiss, will you kiss me back?
If I walk, will you walk with me?
If I talk to you, will you talk to me?
If I hold your hand, will you hold mine?
If I cry, will you wipe away my tears?
If I say your name, will you say mine?
If I hold you, will you hold me?
If I die, will you remember me?
If I bleed, will you patch it up?
If I get scared, will you be there to comfort me?
Alone in darkness by completedarkness69, literature
Literature
Alone in darkness
The night falls in a heavy suffocating cloack, cold and alone, are we the salvation for which you sacrifice yourself flares once,then dies swalloed by your obbession. All hope must die. Your soul thrives no more, how could you not under stand? Lost souls surrond us, crying we are fallen
I have tried to discover the creative spark,
My tales are morbid and dark.
Beware of the tales I tell,
They are possessed of an evil spell.
I have studied the tales of vampires,
And the devastations that always transpires.
I have read the tales of Edgar Allan Poe,
And how his was full of woe.
I have read about those who practice black magic,
The consequences are always tragic.
If you do a deal with the devil down below,
Your down fall will naturally flow.
If you try to give life to the dead,
The mob will chop off your head.
Many lessons I have learned,
If you play with fire you may get burned.
If you immerse in all things goth
If I give you a rose, will you hold it close to your heart?
If I give you a hug, will you hug me back?
If I give you a kiss, will you kiss me back?
If I walk, will you walk with me?
If I talk to you, will you talk to me?
If I hold your hand, will you hold mine?
If I cry, will you wipe away my tears?
If I say your name, will you say mine?
If I hold you, will you hold me?
If I die, will you remember me?
If I bleed, will you patch it up?
If I get scared, will you be there to comfort me?
This is to a friend that is so dear,
Who respects people who are straight or queer.
This is to a friend so close,
She will never turn the hose.
This is to a friend that here favorite saying is "Dead Fuzzy Bunny"
Thank god she does not sat hunny.
This is to a friend,
I make a Toast...
He stands in the dark alone and cold
Unable to see what he wants.
The horrible thoughts flood his mind
Like the rains of spring.
She looks at him in the distance
Scared to talk, afraid of the words.
He sits trembling all over
With unmistakeable in his eyes.
He prays for the courage but not the cure
The scars on his skin are forever lasting.
He wisheshe could have done more
She looks at him with tear in her eyes.
He takes out the knife that causes him pain
She lowers her head, the thoughts are unbearable.
He puts it to his skin with the fear in his eyes
She walks up to him, gently holding his hand.
He looks up at her, the tears
This house is not a home,
I don't feel welcome.
I know my mom loves me,
But does my dad even care.
I scream at myself,
Blaming it all on me.
I just cut and cut,
and bleed and bleed.
I feel like my parents are leaning on me,
I just go crazy.
I just want guidance from above,
I just want someone to love me.
People just make me so mad,
To make me look like a loose cannon.
I just want to kill myself,
To end all of this hate and pain inside me.
Just one slice of the throat and i will be gone,
Will anyone miss me or will they even care?
Just one drop of blood will make me happy,
And make me forget all the hate i get at home.
Just the sight of the blade will bring horrible thoughts,
Does any one love me anymore.
I am just better off alone.
I am haging by a loose thread,
One wrong move and it will brake.
If it breaks i will fall forever,
Into a bottom less pit.
There is hate all around me,
I can't take it anymore.
I just want love and security,
and to feel safe again.
Current Residence: Lower Sacktown goes to Sackville High :| Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Me Operating System: XP Home Edition MP3 player of choice: Sony Wallpaper of choice: Dark (I find it easy on the eyes) Skin of choice: Not racist Favourite cartoon character: Stewie (Family Guy) Personal Quote: You can not kill which you have not created.
Favourite Visual Artist
Self Expressionate people
Favourite Movies
Alot of Horror movies
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson,Slip Knot, dead celebrity status and more
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Lowe
Last word you said:Fuck
Last song you sang: Linkin Park- One step Closer
Last person you hugged: Andra
Last thing you laughed at: nothing
Last time you said I don't fucking remember: i do not fucking remember
Last time you cried: 1 month
What's in your CD player: some mixed cd
What colour socks are you wearing: Grey
What's under your bed: god knows
What time did you wake up today:6 am
Current taste: smoke
Current hair: dark Brown
Current clothes: work pants, underwear and a black shirt
Current annoyance: my dogs
Current longing: do not know
Current desktop picture: water fall
Current wor
I am soooooo bored and my friend is expelled till next semester (no name is going to be said) and it coming soon and i need to talk to some one i can relate to. And we are going to have a bitch in our class who will never shut up. GRRRRRRRRRRR
My dad yelled at me yesterday and practicly called my stupid, will anyway he made my clean out the basement sink which was really filthy and he made me clean out the whole laundry room and it pissed me off but i had a shower and it made me feel relaxed. But school is almost over for the holidays and i get to rest for a little while, but what really sux i have no one to spend Christmas with other then my parents which shold be fun (when hell freezes over) well any way i have to get back to work on my project before the gremlin yells at me.